i think that life is taking a funny odd turn now. heading into the blind corner. where i have little or NO hope at all of predicting the future. or anything like that. i reckon.
i dun like it when ppl suan me. not in general lar. if there's something to be proud of. and ppl suan me about it. i mean i wun mind yeah. but its the things. that i cannot have! or i dun have. cannot attain. or my wishful thinking of some sorts. and ppl suan me about them. some things just plain not true. and ppl suan me about them. not that its not nice lar. i would love sometimes to be really what ppl suan me to be. but just that. im not! so there's that. or there's something that i think i really want. but just. cannot be taken. somehow or rather. if its not understandable. its ok. just one of the many lurking thoughts wandering in my mind.
was walking home. blasting music. walking up the stupid hill. thinking stupid thoughts. wondering what could have been. what may have been. and what there is to come in the near future. all i can wish is for something good.
real nice though. talking cock with the artist. rjc move nearer faster. long journeys SUCK. big time
i think i think too much. i still do. after all this time.
i also think that you. YOU who thou art reading my words. is a BIG FAT pooty face. hahaha. im mad. suddenly writing so much rubbish. glad to get ALL of it out though. real glad..
sad. teacher at rjc passed away. how phooie can things get. results. results results.....
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